So, the last couple of days have been a little weird.
I am at a loss. A little depressed and VERY tired. I underestimated what it would take out of me to do this amazing feat. I expected to feel a 'letdown' of sorts, but not this...
My brain feels like mush, the tiniest tasks feel overwhelming, and I go between not wanting to eat at all and not caring what I eat to get my stomach to quit growling.
The only thing that I am really enjoying to the fullest is my kids. They are cracking me up. We are reading lots of stories and playing outside. I loved having to bathe my youngest tonight because he was coated in so much dirt, especially on his face that he looked like he was wearing an eye patch!
I don't really have a lot else to say. This phase of "recovery" is pretty strange. I hear it is normal. That is good to know because I feel pretty nuts compared to the drive and focus I had last week.
I am trying to get details handled with MOPS starting Thurs night for the year and it is taking all the brainpower I have!
I have to admit it is really cool to be so out of it I don't care intensely about anything but my kids. I know God has the rest of it in His capable hands so I will just rest, try not to eat anything too crazy and get some good sleep!
Sweet Dreams!! :)
:) Thinking and praying for you to get lots of that much needed rest.....Love you
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