Tuesday, October 19, 2010


Wondering what this next season is about
I feel so off kilter and disjointed.

I think I am past the anger at the discomfort
Now I wait, for revelation and purpose.

Easily overwhelmed by small things
Jittery and tense about petty details
I wonder.

I don't see the point in asking why
I know He is working out His plan in me

He told me to go about life
Knowing He is present and don't fear.

Still I wonder, how long will the "out of sorts"
and disorientation in my days linger?

Only He knows.
And, for the most part,
 I am okay with that.


  1. I admire your willingness to strive for change to best meet your potential spiritually, physically (preparation for triathlon), and cerebrally (learning to edit). It takes an openness to fail yet persevere. In the Christ like concept, change is a central theme. Count me in as a cheerleader in this process. Believe me, I could never do the pom poms in real life---but virtual cheerleading I can do.

  2. Thank you Gretchen! Your comments are always a blessing to me! So is your virtual cheerleading!!

  3. I couldn't be prouder of who you are.
    I love you.